Marriage

Have been feeling rather unhappy in this marriage. It's so hard living with people with different brought up and the attitude he has given me pisses me off most of the time. The only place where I feel happier is when I returned back to Bedok with Mathias to be with my parents. That SG does not seems to understand and insist that he's tired and wants more rest at his place and allow his parents to spend more time with Mathias when they actually had Monday to Friday already!! Leaving less than a day half for my parents to spend time with the grandson. How selfish can that be?!! And he's like a slave to his other family. Running errands for them when they had other family members in that family too. WTH?! This is just so ridiculous! Worst is, he can delay doing my stuff for months, make me late for attending friends and cousins wedding (once in a lifetime event), messing up my stuff and many other more. BUT, I can't do the same to him! When he did wrong, he never bother to apologise. All he says is "Wrong, Wrong la! What's the big deal?". Can someone tell me what is this? I'm holding on to the marriage because of Mathias as I hope him to grow up in a complete family. But I'm never happy.